cant sleep, at all. i dont know what's in me. i seem to be waiting for something. but it hasnt come, not at all. what's your's will always be your's, what's not will never be. maybe this is what it is trying to tell me. =/

got some of the results back.
english: 56/100
chinese: 70/100
maths:12/100
physics:33/100

pathetic shit. yes i know and im clear bout it. theres no more promises between us, no more agreements and of course, no more relations. i dont care what i've promised you because you've never cared about the otherwise. who gives a damn bout you? what i give a damn about will be my fugly results.
*******

'hey, remember who i am?
'of course, yes?
'why you never reply my messages for so long? you never even answer my calls.
'i was busy. real busy.
'busy till cant even reply once?
'serious. you sad ah?
'huh?
'you sad ah? you sad ah? you sad ah? you sad ah? you sad is it? sad?
'ya lorh.
'silly. sad for what?
'you never even reply once. just reply once.
'reply once also shiok ah?
'ya lah!
'you hor! i got to go for work now. message you after work alright.
'bye!
'remember what you've said okay. remember to...

beep* beeepp....*

;i am afraid